Vince Grace
About GRACEdox
GRACEdox is something that I enjoy sharing with others. It is decades of work of a personal journey into discovering what a human being is and learning how the mind works. The understanding of life that became a way of living is nothing less than satisfying.
I was always doing the same one thing and it always had the same one destiny. I thought it was all different because I held on to a uniqueness about myself that actually is/was an illusion. I was supporting this way of thinking by constantly finding ways to separate myself from others with an endless list of arguments that arose moment to moment. I continually failed to recognize that this activity caused the opposite of satisfaction, love and happiness. This should have been obvious. I seemed to insist and enjoy going through experiences that seemed to cause me grief. Then I would do it again, and again.
We have countless books throughout the world written on this topic. I would take them, twist them, shake them up, then change the words or their definitions all to suit my own activity. I would conform them to me, instead of me learning from them.
Direction
There is truly only one thing to do here. It became obvious to me. When I took notice, the earth is extremely limited in all it can do. I found myself sooner or later just living in a repetition of activities. This was in everything I was doing.
Love Is Natural
Out of all the emotions human beings have, I think we struggle with love the most and there is good reason. I see fear as our condition here, and love as our condition within consciousness. So we have the search for love and the fear of not being loved.
Meditation
Meditation is healthy and necessary. When meditating just sit there, and a meditative state should arise. Simple. I usually do not add anything to this. We have the tendencies to always add things, just making it more complicated.
Old Thoughts
I have come to a conclusion about memory. All thought is in the past. When thought is accessed, it is actually memory. I found there is no future thought that is other than imagination, and I could only imagine what I already had done or read and on.
The Spiritual Approach
Practice
For some reason when it comes to the mind I know what I am are doing, hence the belief system of, I am a unique individual. So I end up with, I can do it on my own when the own is proven to need instruction. Humans need to be taught everything since birth. Humans need to be taught their entire life.
Observation
As I theorize that everything here is an extension of me, it would suggest that consciousness has the same role. Said differently, I am karma. I am here as a result of karma. The karma is being played out now. As well, I build memory for karma, for next time which explains my existence today.
Living
This may be a difficult process that requires a constant push. As I may be addicted to the mind and my mind wants and has nothing to do with realization, it would rather I remain right where I am emotionally and of course spiritually which is in the position of an adolescent where the ego thrives at its best.
Even if I was given the physical age, the appearance, the comforts or the illusion that I have grown does not make it any easier for the sake of understanding or seeing that the mind has remained an adolescent. I may even end up using physical or exterior conditions (within any condition) to determine or gauge my level of maturity, responsibility or even intelligence which could blind me from seeing my possible or current point of view.
End of Infinity
We all have our story. This is my story. Consider these talks as a diary. I may use words like “us” or “we” although I am speaking about “me” and my experiences or my point of view from the position of observing.
Imagine these talks on a quantum level if you like as I have found this to be quite close. The talks may seem distant, none the less I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoy writing them.
Spirituality Talks
The talks here are in a compressed format due to the limited space, and for this, they are not complete and written and presented in an “as is” format and incomplete. These talks are merely for the curiosity, amusement and enjoyment of reading, written in a brief and general format and of my diary, point of view, experiences or opinion.
Thank you for visiting, and have fun.